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Hello everyone-- I will most likely not be posting on this or on ROBLOX due to many issues that have occurred this past few months; hope you can understand- I will be using this to view posts though. <3 
  • Listening to: Banks- Under the Table (perfect4this)
  • Reading: Burned, Flowers In The Attic, Tarzan, The Lost Boy
  • Playing: Music
  • Eating: Fruit
Suicide. That's right. It grabs your eye; however only the word itself. Why is it that 
the actions that lead up to it go unnoticed? Please read the following; it's a short story
I wrote on bullying and the twists and turns to them, thank you.


I was born different. When I was in 4th grade, I was bullied by a boy.
I was verbally abused. I was called, 'a waste of space', 'a mistake'.
The problem was that he was my only friend. I was alone...until I met him that is; 
he gave me attention and although his way of attention didn't make sense, he
noticed me. I was no longer a face in the crowd, a number on the role sheet, another 
mouth to feed, or a failed abortion. I was myself, I was finally my own person. I would
get to school and give him all my lunch when he'd ask for it, I would let him call me names
and push me around the halls. I know what you are thinking- maybe I should have stood up. 
But, I got to see a side of him that that he only showed to me- without even knowing it. He 
became my bully; I feared him, despite that I saw the vulnerability that lied within his eyes that
cried out for help. He was alone, like me. One day, he stopped bullying me. I became another
face in the crowd again, I no longer mattered- I was invisible. Alone. I had my lunch, my homework,
and no one pushing me around anymore, I hated it. I'd see him now and then, passing down the hallways.
Eyes silently crying for help. Dare not I ask what is wrong. I let it slide hoping he'd be back in a few days.
One day on my way to school, I made slight eye contact with him, he looked at me. Scared. Screaming. 
Collapsing.
I became visible again. Hurt me. Hurt me the way you always do. Take my lunch! Take it!
Call me a bitch for crying, call me a women for caring; hurt me! Do what you always do best! Make me
feel visible! I'm alone, God damn it! Why wouldn't he say or do anything?! He looked over and mumbled, 
"I'm sorry" and walked away. Walk away! Walk away like everyone else I know! I didn't want him to though.
I'll be a nobody again. Let me be someone. The next day, he didn't come to school. Or the next. Later, I found
out he left. If I had only known how to save a life. He has walked away from life that day. Had I possessed the
strength to talk to him when he was hurting. If only I had pushed my selfish desires aside to help him. I knew
something was wrong and I just stood there; watching him slowly die. I craved for so much attention from him
that I cared so little about him. He was my bully, but in reality I was his. I was his bully, the silent invisible bully.
Stood there and did nothing. I was so busy hating myself and the loneliness in which I possessed that I was blinded
to even care about the only person I had. I became my bully's bully. I was his last answer, but I was silent and 
invisible. I was an answer, unseen and unheard. I truly am alone.
 


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Hello everyone, it's ino323 from ROBLOX. I know I haven't been able to keep up with the art and youtube video requests but I will try my best to be available in contact through deviantart or follow my friend's and my Instagram account: thevoiceoftomorrow
Feel free to check out my art and read some journals I am currently working on, thank you! :)
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TreeSmacker Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2016
I've been really looking for a unique profile picture, and found your deviantart page. I'm not sure if this is the right place to be requesting, but I think your artwork is amazing and would love to have one of these!

My Roblox account is TreeSmack or: www.roblox.com/users/50670618/…

I hope you can make me one of these, thanks!
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SaraTheBuilder Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi! you're drawings are amazing!
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SamanthaFairyFriend Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Could you please do me? My username is MsChelsea
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MCA-Noob-Man Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2015
Ino323! We miss you! Please come back! ;(
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RareStars Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2015
I was wondering if you can draw my character, but you don't have to. www.roblox.com/users/59927841/…
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RareStars Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2015
Oh.. And if it's not too much trouble, can you add my sis? www.roblox.com/users/87546113/…
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ScarWing Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Mind to draw my roblox character

www.roblox.com/users/34300875/…
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jasonPVT Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2015
Hi can you draw me if you can, here's my profile. Thanks! :) www.roblox.com/User.aspx?id=28…
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VGINFINITI Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2015
Ive been looking for someone to draw my avatar. Here's the link to my account, if you choose to draw this or not. www.roblox.com/User.aspx?ID=36…
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ZombieWilaim Featured By Owner May 2, 2015
May you draw me here's my roblox profile www.roblox.com/User.aspx?ID=31…
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