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  • Mood: Pride
  • Listening to: Banks- Under the Table (perfect4this)
  • Reading: Burned, Flowers In The Attic, Tarzan, The Lost Boy
  • Playing: Music
  • Eating: Fruit
Suicide. That's right. It grabs your eye; however only the word itself. Why is it that 
the actions that lead up to it go unnoticed? Please read the following; it's a short story
I wrote on bullying and the twists and turns to them, thank you.


I was born different. When I was in 4th grade, I was bullied by a boy.
I was verbally abused. I was called, 'a waste of space', 'a mistake'.
The problem was that he was my only friend. I was alone...until I met him that is; 
he gave me attention and although his way of attention didn't make sense, he
noticed me. I was no longer a face in the crowd, a number on the role sheet, another 
mouth to feed, or a failed abortion. I was myself, I was finally my own person. I would
get to school and give him all my lunch when he'd ask for it, I would let him call me names
and push me around the halls. I know what you are thinking- maybe I should have stood up. 
But, I got to see a side of him that that he only showed to me- without even knowing it. He 
became my bully; I feared him, despite that I saw the vulnerability that lied within his eyes that
cried out for help. He was alone, like me. One day, he stopped bullying me. I became another
face in the crowd again, I no longer mattered- I was invisible. Alone. I had my lunch, my homework,
and no one pushing me around anymore, I hated it. I'd see him now and then, passing down the hallways.
Eyes silently crying for help. Dare not I ask what is wrong. I let it slide hoping he'd be back in a few days.
One day on my way to school, I made slight eye contact with him, he looked at me. Scared. Screaming. 
Collapsing.
I became visible again. Hurt me. Hurt me the way you always do. Take my lunch! Take it!
Call me a bitch for crying, call me a women for caring; hurt me! Do what you always do best! Make me
feel visible! I'm alone, God damn it! Why wouldn't he say or do anything?! He looked over and mumbled, 
"I'm sorry" and walked away. Walk away! Walk away like everyone else I know! I didn't want him to though.
I'll be a nobody again. Let me be someone. The next day, he didn't come to school. Or the next. Later, I found
out he left. If I had only known how to save a life. He has walked away from life that day. Had I possessed the
strength to talk to him when he was hurting. If only I had pushed my selfish desires aside to help him. I knew
something was wrong and I just stood there; watching him slowly die. I craved for so much attention from him
that I cared so little about him. He was my bully, but in reality I was his. I was his bully, the silent invisible bully.
Stood there and did nothing. I was so busy hating myself and the loneliness in which I possessed that I was blinded
to even care about the only person I had. I became my bully's bully. I was his last answer, but I was silent and 
invisible. I was an answer, unseen and unheard. I truly am alone.
 


Please leave a comment and advice on writing or what you loved about it or anything, thank you for your time. 
  • Mood: Eager
  • Reading: Crank, The Lost Boy, Tarzan, Something Different,
  • Playing: ROBLOX
  • Eating: Gansito
  • Drinking: Milk
BASIC...
Name: Diana :)
Birthday: March 23
Height: 5"5
Weight: I weigh like a sexy beast c;
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Brown
Race: Chicana (Viva Mexico!)
Zodiac Sign: Aries all zeee way ^-^'

DO YOU...
Drink?: I drink water :3
Smoke?: Nope 
Use Drugs?: Medicine count? 
Cuss?: Try my best not to so nope
Play Any Instruments?: Piano :3 and recorder 
Have Any Peircings?: Four c:
Have Any Tattoos?: Nope
Like To Annoy People?: Jes c;
Like Life?: Love it. 
Wear Make-Up?: I guess o3o
Dye Your Hair?: No, gracias. ;-;
Scream At The top of your lungs for no reason?: Heck yeah! Who doesn't?
Get Distracted By Shiny Objects?: Not really, I like food though?
Like Pina Coladas?: Oh yes I like pina coladas *insertderpypeter
And Getting Caught In The Rain?: I guess so, I love the rain!

ARE YOU...
Dependable?: I am a strong independent woman who can be trusted! :)
Trustworthy?: All the way
Obsessive?: Not really the clingy type of person :/
Hyper Active?: Not really?
Happy?: Yes :D Cause Im happy clap a long dee dooo deee~
Content?: Why not :*
Boring?: Depends on the time of day and whether I have been fed or not xD
Violent?: VERY. Especially during mario kart >.>
Evil?: Very. I broke a pencil that wasn't mine. ;)
Hippie-Ish?: Yeahhhh dude, peace
Shy?: When you first meet me yes c:
Paranoid?: Sometimes.
Annoying?: Very LEEDLELEEDLEELEEDLELEEEDLELEEDLE
Social?: Oh yes very yah know, like ttyl (yeah depends not really? :/ )
Religious?: Yes, but not over the top :3

WHATS YOUR FAVORITE...
TV Show?: Doctor Who, Sherlock Holmes, Red Band Society
Movie?: The Little Mermaid or Howl's Moving Castle
Band/Singer(s)?: Don't got an official favorite...
Song?: Ooff....evil question, there's too many.
Book/Story?: EVERY FREAKING EXISTING BOOOK <3
Color(s)?: Blue c:
Shape?: Circles, they are infinite and fat! :D
Animal?: Monkeys! Got over 9 of em on my bed :3 fake of course
Person(s)?: Everyone on earth C:
Smell?: Food, Mexican Food.
Flower?: Roses
Subject?: Language Art <3 and History c:
Board?: Uhm? White boards.
Musical: Highschool musical c;?
Sport?: Basketball, Soccer, Badminton, tennis
Word?: FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT C:
Quote?: "Your biggest competition is your own reflection" 
Hobby?: Writing stories, reading every book, and drawing people
Store?: Borders and Barnes and Noble
Season?: Spring and Winter c:
Time Of Day?: At night C;

WHATS YOUR...
Worst Fear?: Life itself
Life Goal?: To reach true happiness by making many happy
Greatest Accomplishment?: hmmmm, I'll have to think about that one more

WHICH ONE...
Pepsi Or Coke?: Coke
McDonald's Or Burger King?: McDonalds, PARA PAPAPAPPAPAPA LOVIN IT
Converse Or Vans?: CONVERSEEEEE <3
Dogs Or Cats?: Doggies x3
AIM, YIM Or MSN Messenger?: MSN I guess
Chicken Or Fish?: Fishie :3
Black Or White?: Black
MTV Or FUSE?: Don't care
MP3 player, ipod or CD player?: ipod
Pants Or Shorts?: pants

DISCRIBE YOUR PERFECT...
Day: I wake up around 10am, my whole family is home, no one is working, money is stable, we eat out at ihop, have a great talk about our lives together and future, we head out to the movie theaters to watch a horror film, after the movies we go get icecream, around 7pm we head home and I get on my bed and read one of the 5 books I got on the side of my bed and sleep at 11 or 10 <3 :)
Room: Outerspace theme, glow in the dark stars, planets, a microscope, an egg chair, a computer, a mini fridge, a hugeeeeeee bookshelf filled with every amazing book, stuffed monkeys, and cute frames of family memories, and geeky stuff like DW stuff
Life: the one I'm living c: except maybe easier on my parents 
World: peace, no discrimination and racism 
Romantic Date: an arcade would be great c:

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
God?: Yes c:
Heavan & Hell?: Mhm c: without darkness there is no light
Angels & Demons?: Yes, they are present in our every day lives and within ourselfs 
Reincarnation?: No, but the idea is soooo cool
Yourself?: Sometimes :/
Ghosts?: No, I try but I just can't see the science behind it
UFOs?: Yes C;
Big Foot?: Nope 
Lockness Monster?: Nope
A Thing Called Love?: Yes

WOULD YOU EVER...
Kill Someone Else?: Never
Kill Yourself?: I hope not ;-; so no
Beg For Money?: May god have mercy, if I ever have to I will, 
Skydive?: YES PLEASE <3
Bunjee Jump?: MHM :DDDD 
Make out in the rain?: Whoah! No...Okay well :/ Depends. 
Run Away From Home?: Uhm...too personal...?
Ride A Motorcycle?: depends
Do Extreme Sports?: nope


MORE ABOUT YOU...
Do You Own A Car?: Not yet
Ever Been To Jail?: Nope
Ever Gotten Kicked out?: From?
Do You Have A Job?: Going to get one :)
Do You Like Taking Surveys Like This?: Mhm :D I learn more about myself

THATS ALL FOLKS...
Are You Lonely?: Sometimes...
Are You Sitting In A BeanBag Chair Eatin' Cheetos?: No :/
Do You Fee The Urge To Send Me A Thousand Dollars?: Nah, sorry
Really?: Yep
Do You Know Where That Comes From?: No
How Many Licks Does It Take To Get To The Center Of A Tootsie Pop?: 219 according to my science experiment
Is That Your Final Answer?: Yep
Are You Sure?: YES
Postitive?: No :/
Glad That This Is Over?: Sure?
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  • Mood: Pride
  • Listening to: Banks- Under the Table (perfect4this)
  • Reading: Burned, Flowers In The Attic, Tarzan, The Lost Boy
  • Playing: Music
  • Eating: Fruit
Suicide. That's right. It grabs your eye; however only the word itself. Why is it that 
the actions that lead up to it go unnoticed? Please read the following; it's a short story
I wrote on bullying and the twists and turns to them, thank you.


I was born different. When I was in 4th grade, I was bullied by a boy.
I was verbally abused. I was called, 'a waste of space', 'a mistake'.
The problem was that he was my only friend. I was alone...until I met him that is; 
he gave me attention and although his way of attention didn't make sense, he
noticed me. I was no longer a face in the crowd, a number on the role sheet, another 
mouth to feed, or a failed abortion. I was myself, I was finally my own person. I would
get to school and give him all my lunch when he'd ask for it, I would let him call me names
and push me around the halls. I know what you are thinking- maybe I should have stood up. 
But, I got to see a side of him that that he only showed to me- without even knowing it. He 
became my bully; I feared him, despite that I saw the vulnerability that lied within his eyes that
cried out for help. He was alone, like me. One day, he stopped bullying me. I became another
face in the crowd again, I no longer mattered- I was invisible. Alone. I had my lunch, my homework,
and no one pushing me around anymore, I hated it. I'd see him now and then, passing down the hallways.
Eyes silently crying for help. Dare not I ask what is wrong. I let it slide hoping he'd be back in a few days.
One day on my way to school, I made slight eye contact with him, he looked at me. Scared. Screaming. 
Collapsing.
I became visible again. Hurt me. Hurt me the way you always do. Take my lunch! Take it!
Call me a bitch for crying, call me a women for caring; hurt me! Do what you always do best! Make me
feel visible! I'm alone, God damn it! Why wouldn't he say or do anything?! He looked over and mumbled, 
"I'm sorry" and walked away. Walk away! Walk away like everyone else I know! I didn't want him to though.
I'll be a nobody again. Let me be someone. The next day, he didn't come to school. Or the next. Later, I found
out he left. If I had only known how to save a life. He has walked away from life that day. Had I possessed the
strength to talk to him when he was hurting. If only I had pushed my selfish desires aside to help him. I knew
something was wrong and I just stood there; watching him slowly die. I craved for so much attention from him
that I cared so little about him. He was my bully, but in reality I was his. I was his bully, the silent invisible bully.
Stood there and did nothing. I was so busy hating myself and the loneliness in which I possessed that I was blinded
to even care about the only person I had. I became my bully's bully. I was his last answer, but I was silent and 
invisible. I was an answer, unseen and unheard. I truly am alone.
 


Please leave a comment and advice on writing or what you loved about it or anything, thank you for your time. 

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Miki-Emolga Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
/the moment I read the numbers in your name, it corresponds to your birthday
oh dear lord
Happy Late birthday? xd
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XxInoYamanakaxX Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thank you :)
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FlutterCommunist Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2015
May I have a request please?
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Sorbetpunk Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Check my profile I made a Lil something for you😊
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XxInoYamanakaxX Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2015  Student Digital Artist
DDawghhhhh c: love it!
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Sorbetpunk Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Please help my profile is being attacked by prison suit rabbitman fangirl/boys

Please help they're driving me crazy!!!😫😥😥😥😥😤😤😤😣😣😣😥😥😥😥
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GJYYNGII Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2015   Digital Artist
It's your fault, not ours. You're the one who acted like a complete jackass to rabbitman in the first place. If I were you, I would apologize to him for what I said to him. If not, then I would be blocked by him, PERMANENTLY.
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Sorbetpunk Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
please jimmy1x hes been waiting three years 
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theepicshark Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Can you draw mine (Theepicshark)
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JamesEmirzianForEpic Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Student Digital Artist
ino323 she's back?
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